~Intersection~

I never thought she'd say that to me. Never thought she'd say anything close to that either. Not to me. It was a real shocker. I know it isn't right that i feel that she owes me an apology, but she does. After what she said, i don't think i can ever forgive her for it. Yeah, everyone has extreme downs every now and then, but it doesn't give her a reason to say that to me. It's not right. Talk about losing respect for your elders.

But then again, right now, i feel that i owe her so much more. I should be doing so much more for her. And yet, at the same time, i feel that i'm feeling this way, not because i now respect her more or anything like that, but maybe because i now pity her. Care for her more no doubt, but i can only guess it's more out of pity than anything else.

Why do things have to be so hard. How could something so small and tiny turn into something so horrible.

I guess us humans will always be this way...even after decades of evolution and revolutions, we are what we are.

I think that, sooner or later, every single one of us should at LEAST realise how insignificant we are. Not on Earth or in the universe or anything like that, but just how small a speck we are...in ALL OF THIS. I guess it's up to every individual to decide what "all of this" is to him or her...because when you've finally achieved that, then you'll feel a feeling so surreal. It's a feeling i like to call "realising".

I don't know how to describe that feeling in words. Different people might feel it in different ways. And i pray that for most, you won't feel it the way i did.