~Whatever~

Dissapointed...haih...nvm lar...like my friends say...throw away the negative...keep the positive...=)

Nyway...bought formal clothing today with daddy...and shoes too...very nice~~~ will upload pics of them another time lar..now gotta get ready again to go out with mummy for dinner...

||(: MISSING YOU HUN :)||

~The Way I Feel About You~

Your sweet scent,
Like flowers in the morning;
Skin so soft,
Like a petal after the rain;
Eyes shining bright,
As if from it light was pouring;
Touch so gentle,
Nearly driving me insane.

Kisses so passionate,
They make me want you;
Hugs so memorable,
They make me wanna cry;
Feelings so real,
The ones between us two;
Love so true,
You give me butterflies.

Baby, only with you,
I have nothing to hide,
And i'm able to live happily,
In this life and the next,
With you by my side.

~Ups and Downs~

Yeeeap...1st post..haven't blogged in ages...i had blogs before..but forgotten the passwords, sooo..yeah...

My girl's asleep now...sorta half-sang her to sleep...i love you hun!hehe! but i can't seem to sleep...still kinda bothered 'bout that argument i had with mummy this morning...but thanks to my darling, i more or less got over it already...

Anyway,this week has been a very busy week..was busy planning out the proposal for "Face Of HELP" with the committee...today was hell at college...sigh~~ Now, still haven't done my english group's presentation yet..which we are to present next Wednesday...which reminds me,i gotta go get a few sets of formal outfits with either mummy or daddy this weekend...

Let's see...what else happened this week...oh yeah..i can't remember if it was this week or the last..but well...my sayang's college is in an area where the phone reception can sometimes be so terribly bad...and it's not like just static sound in the background, or her voice gets softer...it's actually the line going completely totally blank!! And it lasts for sometimes nearly 20 seconds...which makes my darling really annoyed ..:( and that caused some unwanted problems between us...im so sorry i couldn't do anything about the line baby....=( muaxxx...muaxxx!! oh well,that's over now...so i just hope that doesn't happen again..it's such a torture to go through that...i never want to have to experience that again...ever.....luckily my sayang's understanding...and soon after we were fine again :)

Next week, sayang's coming to my college to see me!!!!! And guess what?! She's gonna join me in class! AAAAA!!! can't wait 'til you come dear! mmmuaxxx...hehe!!! Well here's what happened...1st,me and my sayang already planned that she would come to HELP next Friday 'cause she memang had to go home to pack up and stuff lar...and she finishes classes around 12.30...i finish classes at 12 on that day...so everything was right in place d... She would come to my college and then i'd go home together with her and hopefully get to spend some time together... but then,a couple of dayz ago...i just found out that i had English replacement class from 3 - 6 next Friday! So i panicked..and the 1st thing that came to my mind was...uh-oh..what do i tell sayang?? how am i gonna tell her?!! And at that time..i was with my English group members doing project for presentation...so i was telling them about it..they suggested that i act sick next Friday and hopefully Mr. Murali will let me leave early..i didn't like that idea 'cause it was too risky...what if Mr. Murali didn't let me leave? Sayang would be waiting for me alone outside...so i decided to go see Murali and asked him if i could bring my sayang into class and let her sit in...to my surprise, he said "sure! why not?". I was overjoyed 'til he wanted to laugh at me d...so i went back to my group and told them that Murali just gave me permission to let her sit in...for a moment i was so glad and happy...and then i suddenly remembered... I still needa tell sayang 'bout this....how am i gonna tell her....??

So i got home that day, and i did talk to darling a couple of times throughout the night...but only brought up the matter later at night...and in my head i was just thinking...pls just say yes..pls just say yes...and then she agreed to my idea! which really gave me a sigh of relief and made me so happy again...hahaha! so we replanned for next Friday abit and we'll see what happens lar...she still needs to ask her mom to let her come home tumpang friends car... This Sunday lar she'll ask after her mom returns from Bangkok.. hopefully her mom will let...looking forward to next Friday hun!!! hehehehe!^^

aaahhh...my sayang shleep shleep d...good night honey...i wish you were beside me now baby...i wanna hug you to sleep...*yaaawn* i love you....mmmhh...lurff....uff...you.....ZZZ