~Missing You~

Sayang...i miss you so much!!!~ she had jz left for a camping trip thing in perak...for 10 days...n they're not allowed to contact out!! so mean! lol...i miss my baby girl..so so much~
Counting down da dayz til she returns...n den..! our anniversary!!! im really lukin forward to that...haven't even gaodim my plans for our anniversary yet..haha! n i really hope we get to meet up on the actual day itself - 9th of july~
The thing is..she comes back from da camp thing on da 8th...n it'll be tiring for her to go out the next day...we'll c how it goes i suppose...
When she 1st turned in her hp two nites ago...it dawned on me..im not sure wat did...but "it" definitely did...n it did hard...i was left feeling empty wif all sorts of thoughts n worries circling in my head which only leads to more thoughts n worries...but i'm slowly getin alright now... got Clement and Louis n CC n Alric n Hanif n Jon n Brandon n Khai n shockingly...GANJA! to accompany me when im feeling lonely...play foos jer tau..hahaha!
I'm hangin in thr baby..dun worry:) hope you're takin gd care thr! i love you!~~~

~Empty~

Since last night...i can't concentrate on watever i'm doing......i keep thinking about it....
I can't stand him anymore after what i heard last night,nvr tot he'd say all those things... I feel like i'm so cruel and mean cuz i keep saying to myself..I nvr want him in the picture ever again...i dun wan him causing problems between us!
I'm at a lost...feeling empty inside...
I really wana talk to u about it...i need to...i dowan this to affect us......not now..not ever...

Though it sounds selfish and mean..I WANT YOU FOR MYSELF! AND I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! No matter what at all...can't i do something to strengthen our bond..? 'Cause i dun want him to even have a chance to try and break us apart when he comes back for u again...SARANGHAE CHAGIYA...CHINCHA SARANGHAE~

~Worse~

AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Why does it keep gettin worse??! Dahlah internet buat kecoh!! MSN not working!! haih...........

Huuun...help me...pick me up.....=(

~Inside~

Sumhw...still feel great dissapointment...

Duno why also...

I need my medicine and cure...darling whr r uuu???

I miss you...:(